Just So You Know

I shouldn't love you but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop


Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make this feeling stop

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

Song by Jesse McCartney, I don't know why I loved this song so much, I never get bored with this song. I think that this song has same story with me. Well, as you see, that I'm a girl,who can't express all of my feeling. But, the sentences I loved much is this This emptiness is killing me,And I'm wondering why I've waited so long,Looking back I realize,it was always there just never spoken...I'm waiting here...been waiting here.

Yaa..I only can't wait and this feeling will never be spoken, feel so empty because the path I've been choosen. And one thing you should know that this feeling me is taking control of me, and I can't help it. I've tried  my best  to let go of you, but I don't want to,but I just can't say it all before I go, just so you know...I'll never be able to say it all. 

I wonder why,,when I listen to this song, it always reminds me of you. Always, and I never forget the way you say that fuckin' word so easily. Well, maybe I'm stupid but as you can see I still have this feeling. Even if I try so hard, even if I meet so many people around me, but still, I can't help it, this feeling is taking control of myself, my mind. Can't you see me?? Really. truly and honestly..I'm sick of it, I'm tired of it....Please. let me be free...